Amsterdam_Neil_D

I have quite a lot of experience in this area. I don't really mind who knows about it either, it's just the way I am made. It is unfortunate that a lot of the things I have were not successfully diagnosed until my late 30's but do shine a light on my early life and the choices and ultimately the mistakes that happened. I have many tablets each day and this is a pain, Approx 6 a day to keep me on the tightrope of normality. The diagnosis is (scaled from 1-10 severity: ADHD - 7 - Ritalin / Concerta Depression - (3-8 scale depending) - Anti depressants every day for this for 3 or so years. This is a roller coaster that I can't get off currently. I am on other scales for other things but these are the top of the pops so to speak. It is not unusual for the ADHD to be set aside as a made up thing from some people which I understand a bit. It did not exist when I was at school but all I can say on this is that without medication i am a liability to myself and others. Depression, this is nasty and herediatatoy. It cannot be beaten like other things as it is a sneaky snide of a problem. There are not many things where you don't even know how bad it is. Cut leg, look it's bleeding, depression, unseen and as I said, sneaky. The current tablets I am on are great BUT the last time I tried to not have them was almost my last day on earth. I have had come downs from various things over the years but nothing made me look for a way out like this did. Luckily my wife was in but this was going bad in the baddest way possible. Has my life improved with medication, I would say yes overall. I have passed certificates and exams in the last 5 years or so which I thought I could never do, 3 hour exams and such like. I have a pretty good set of qualifications now but I had to get every single one in my 20's / 30's purely becasue my school could not in any way handle me. Not sure if I have answered any questions but I hope i have contributed a bit.

Next someone will have a thread on a forum about things that piss people off with thousands of posts. what a mad world

Playing the devil's whatit, if you or I were in their position I think we would try to net as many people / votes as possible no matter what the cost. 99.9 % of normal people hate animal cruelty and it's an easy vote gain I suppose. I suspect we will get things about dogs / cats and all the things English people like or hate ? These things help noone though, in the big scheme of things, Stay or go the bullfighting still goes on so I just don't understand. If we leave it's not like Spain will get a brain overnight and pack it in.

I have always used Victor Chandler. Never had a problem with them and they do guarantee the best odds available on most things. Also, they drop the odd 20 quid in your account for free depending on how much you use them.

I am not convinced that acting like a over privileged beggar with no mates is the way forward but it's all he's got I suppose. He should have took a little dog on some string, they always do good at begging. The fact that we need to negotiate for this long only means this is all wrong. Don't ask, tell them and **** off home.

There is a fantastic APP out there called "Series tracker". Its about 1 pound from WIndows store. Tell it the programs you watch and where you are up to and it tells you when and where + shows you all the new shows currently trending, that's how i found the 11.22.63. It's a super dupa APP and takes the effort out of it all (ie finding out when they restart and on which channel.) It has 30,000 shows in the Database also, so long lost episodes of this and that can be found. Let me know if anyone tries it as I don't usually promote things like this but it is ace for TV series peoples.

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Watched episode 1 of 11.22.63 (TV Mini-Series 2016) Really enjoyed it for a first episode, I will carry on watching this.

We have nothing to lose, If they are any good we will lose them anyway. They might actually give a toss and put some effort in. The scores dont really matter anymore either. Anymore nails in this coffin of ours and the basic (and histrionically proven) sub structure of wood will be forever compromised with the introduction of yet more base metals in the form of nails from a seemingly unrelenting machine gun type fire of said nails. It will be the only coffin in all history that is both non buoyant and top heavy, even our own coffin is ****. They will bury it in Witton Cemetery and 15 years later all the local wildlife has **** died from bastard metal poisoning.

Totally see your point. The distance to get back to anything worthwhile is to great a distance now, this coupled with the permanent loss of great segments of a pretty loyal fan base means we are finished.

Pull the plug on the money in to the club. That's all we can do now. This will do us no favors in getting a new owner long term but we have nothing left. If no one shows up, we take the money away from him but more importantly it gets coverage. Get the papers on board and dont bother reporting on the games or news. Just have half the back of the evening mail blank. This no Villa team, it cant play worse. Don't feel bad, think of it like Lerner has taken hostage of a member of your family (which in reality is what he has done), giving him money is the same as getting the hostage taker some food and water. I don't know the numbers but if someone could maybe give it a go, if people know what we are taking from him the enthusiasm for this could be increased. Calling him names on the internet is not going to hurt him that much. get a poll and join with paper so its in the news. X amount of villa fans are not going until Z happens.

The Wire > Breaking Bad > Some mother do ave em > The Sopranos > Rainbow > It Ain't half hot mum I just wanted to type to be honest.

It's not really an election though. It is a circus from what i can see run with so much money and waste that it kind of kills the whole point, if you spend a billion getting into office and say i will help the poor. I suspect the billion dorras could have a bigger effect immediately than the trickle down politics of those in power and thus makes a mockery of the whole thing IMO. I bet they think it's really good as well.

Am I the only one that wants Trump to win just to see what would happen ? For comedy value alone. Same with the Scottish referendum, just too see what would happen is half the fun.

I have a Surface Pro 3, awesome machine if you fancy a change. I had a Ipad 2. It lasted ages as well, i thought it would never die.

IMO he is the right kind of manager but he is about 5 or 6 seasons to late. We have gone through some 5hit managers in my time but Houlier, Mcleish and the Lambert killed us long term. A team might be able to get away with one (Eg Liverpool and Bodgers for example). We are not big enough to make a mistake like this 3 or 4 times in a row.

Accurate apart from the word removed would not get his girlie **** hands that dirty the word removed.

I am such a idiot. I was about 3 hours late with my joke :-). I feel better now.

Trying to get people to come to my birthday party, typical of me to pick a day where everyone is going to the seaside.

Fair point.

This is what I mean though, Benteke is almost the same. If we were a proper run club the supply to a big number 9 is probably the most important thing we needed to sort out, the midfield that was feeding Benteke was ridiculous, equivalent of Michael J fox spoon feeding a bouncing baby tomato soup in a car on a cattle grid. My point is, this is not rocket science but because of previous errors made and the lack of any forward thinking we **** it up and have not been in a position to capitalise on the diamond players we might sign. All we were effectively was a warm up spot for Liverpool.

I don't think the buy out could work either btw. Just saying that a well run football club can at least survive which in reality is the best we can ever hope for.