I'm in a similar position. It really does suck. I absolutely hate the club and I'm not even going to be able to watch them but like all football fans I'm stuck with the club I support because that's just the way it is. Despite hating them I still watch them every weekend because they're my team and football is my life. But I'd give literally anything to support any other team so I can 1) carry on watching football and 2) not have to watch a bunch of overpaid, talentless, arrogant, horrible players backed by a total joke of an owner at a club at the very depths of depression. Aston Villa has now totally ruined football for me.