Not really looked at the last few pages, but some here know that I am shielding due to tablets i am taking, I have not been out of the house since late March, the local garden centre opened this week, a place where normally i would spend every weekend. My wife suggested that as a treat we go there today and i agreed, we got there and there was so many people around I had a panic attack, never before have I had one, I spent the next 20 minutes just sitting in the car, it was feckin scary