KenjiOgiwara

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  1. KenjiOgiwara

    Drugs

    Well they made me sleep like a baby. Which is nice
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    Drugs

    Just got a jar of sobril for travel anxiety. Popped a couple last night to see how it affects me, and I quite enjoyed that. It's like all the bullshit in the world just disappeared.
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    Football Manager 2019

    Oh well. Welcome to the PL. Got spanked 5-2 by Liverpool. Could only find 3-4 decent players in the window. Ended up saving a lot. Will get relegated anyway. I got a new stadium though, which is kinda cool. Even if it's not done in 2-3 seasons. Oh. And I got offered the England job.
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    Football Manager 2019

    5 seasons in the championship. Relegation contender each year, then it clicked this season with a couple of decent freebies. There's a DM called Ilic or something that tends to be released. Remember I bought him on my Reading save as well. He is superb. Got him on rotation with Jordan Rossiter. And since I suddenly was allowed a scouting budget I picked up some very decent croatians after the scouting rec. on here. Though I am not promoted yet. watch it fall to shit now
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    Football Manager 2019

    One thing that bugs me in this game is the questions you get in the tunnels. Like there isn't enough crap to respond to already.
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    Dean Smith

    I must be old, but I just feel you are overreacting. Our last win was recently. We are on a bad run of form. It happens in all team sports, and has happened under every football manager that has ever existed.
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    Dean Smith

    Double whammer.
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    Dean Smith

    Getting in a new manager and sacking him without a full pre-season and a summer transfer window is just plain bonkers. Criticize our performances all you want, but calling for his head is just ridiculous.
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    What Album Are You Listening To Right Now?

    Oh I didn't mean Knopfler, ment the greatest hits bit. Dire Straits is great!
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    Football Manager 2019

    Actually looks like I am getting promoted this season. One of the city youths was sold off to Fulham after 6 months for 1,5 mill + 50% sell on. I will get relegated from the PL, but the amount of cash I will see now is mental. I wonder if there's stadium requirements.
  11. KenjiOgiwara

    What Album Are You Listening To Right Now?

    Probably frowned upon here, but got a greatest hits of Dire Straits on.
  12. KenjiOgiwara

    In Sickness and in Health

    Ok weird question. I am a pretty experienced traveller. Recently I've had some pretty awful airplane travels. I get a really thick throat, nauseas, feel really shit and look like a corpse. I just have to stare at something and hope not to throw up, but I never have. From the outside it looks like claustrophobic panic attacks, but it feels so weird cause I've always loved flying. I wonder if it's connected to being a bit vulnerable mentally atm. (Covered in the other thread) or smoking too much weed. Either way I've read people have taken valium or xanax for the travels to counter it. Anyone ever experienced something like that? Right out of the blue I mean. Cheers
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    André Green

    He came back from a loan and instantly looked like a player, 3 matches in and his confidence is shot to shit and he doesn't play well. It's just a huge problem for us that the entire squad struggles with confidence, except Tammy I guess. The place must be toxic as nothing else.
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    What is your experience of mental health?

    This seemed to be the theme of the meeting. It's like I get it into my head I am not good enough and to keep my head above water I treat people like shit (or defensively shut people out and away), which ironically leads to what I don't want to happen.
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    What is your experience of mental health?

    Had my first session. Incredibly difficult. Yet how much better you feel talking to someone who instantly gives examples you recognize yourself in, and can easily point out key triggers and explain stuff. I've never been so uncomfortable as I was going into that meeting, but for anyone considering it, do it. Best bit was that I am likely to figure this shit out by creating my own awareness around it. Apparantly it's all rooted in 'not feeling good enough' and struggling with rejection and abandonment. For me personally it's about creating awareness so I can start sorting out my thought process, and hopefully deal with stuff differently. Anyway at least it's a start to be better.