I don't mean to sound rude. But from what I've read you sound like a doormat. Toughen up and start standing up for yourself. You're a man. to be fair mate we've used each other as door a doormat, that's the problem I was acting like how I thought a man acted.your enviroment has a big impact on you and most of the blokes I associated with were all drinkers and loved the coke. Spend whole weekends in pubs, stuff the women mentality. Good lads most of them but rogues if you know what I mean.
I don't mean to sound rude. But from what I've read you sound like a doormat. Toughen up and start standing up for yourself. You're a man. to be fair mate we've used each other as a doormat, that's the problem I was acting like how I thought a man acted.your enviroment has a big impact on you and most of the blokes I associated with were all drinkers and loved the coke. Spend whole weekends in pubs, stuff the women mentality. Good lads most of them but rogues if you know what I mean. Plus I messed around a lot before my mrs cheated