Mate i think ive had enough tbh, ive had a lot of demons to deal with recently and without blowing my own trumpet ive done remarkably well. Ive proved to myself i can do it too which ive never believed in. Its been tough and ive had no support, no recognition nothing from her indoors.. and even when i have said oh its been x amount todays today i just get some half arsed answer whilst she is watching some brain dead reality tv boll*cks on the tv.
Spending more time with her like i have had too past 3 weeks is absolutely driving me mental. Im not allowed to have feelings etc im a bloke.... Ive been with her just over 10 years now and tbh if things carry on the way they are then im gone as soon as this virus lockdown etc is over. I dont want to go but i have the same issues with her that ive had for years, she never listens to and adjusts just the same old bull which is all my fault apparently. Sorry for the rant!